im just try to be tough Sabtu, 4 Oktober 2008

i just want to hug someone and cry.. till i feel better.. but im trying to be tough.. for u, for her and also for my own self.

is this the end of this relationship?

is this the end of this relationship?? its hurt me [ofcourse] but different kind of hurtness than i never know before when i lost someone really important for my life. why its have to be different?? i love him? yes, i do. but its just past time, and maybe now its cant called as ‘love’ anymore.  he love me? yes, he told me that way. but i not feel that love at lease after two and half years. so, can we just named it ‘love’ when we just can hurt each other, even when nobody happy in this kind of relationship.

so i just want to ask u one more time. is this the end of this relationship???