this morning.. i wake up in good mood, i think today is wonderful day.. cos [i dont know how] i feels that i have anything i want.. wonderful life, wonderful job, wonderful friends, and wonderful lover..
but now.. few hours after i wake up i start crying.. crying for nothing.. for something i need but i cant have.. for someting i wish but only be my dream.. i feel nothing by the time.. and i still be nothing for everything.. still be nothing for everyone..
is it normal feeling for human?? i dont think so.. but in my life.. it’s really normal.. i almost never feel that i someone.. cos im just noone..
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